If I was God...

I would make the world a more beautiful place. E and shrooms would be their Bible, and maybe once in a while, I would make miracles happen, or perhaps come and visit.

I'd make everyone really want to love one another.
And I would let the people choose whom they want to fall in love with. They wouldn't have to lose their temper or struggle with misplaced love or selfishness.

And I don't know what I would do about suffering. Sometimes something wrong makes an ideal so much more appealing, and inequality gives you something to fight against. But I wouldn't be so good of a god anymore if I just wanted a good play to watch, would I?

I think I'd make a bad god.

But...
At least my people wouldn't feel like sputniks.

Hey... today, I talked to an old friend of mine, and she was very nice... and the art teacher complimented my artwork quite a lot... like "best I've ever seen!"

I was happy, I guess.
Yet I felt arrogant and commercialized and fake and angry at myself...

And I've been so depressed this week because of this story I read... Here<-- Genie, I wish I could have saved her. Why did they stop helping her? I wish I could help her.

Sometimes I do wish the world was like this really beautiful place.