I like this story a lot.

I wrote a story.



It's about Ken, who falls in love with another boy named Ax, but then Ax dies in Vietnam. It's also about the narrator, who's liked by a really young girl. There are cat chases and moths in streetlights and contrails and fans in empty restaurants and one way trains on circular tracks, and at the end, Ken is asleep on a train...

I think I'm really happy with it. i wrote out the whole thing on this page... the summary... it's really long, and i don't have time to post it now.

But i really want this feeling to be heard... because... Ken thought that any dream you could actually catch wasn't worth running after, because it's not good enough. I really wish something amazing could happen.
I don't think anyone is really reading this, or anyone would actually be interested in the story if they were, and i already know the story by heart.... so...

maybe i'll go to bed.

but the ending is so nice... they sleep the empty cabin of the subway going through the town, and music is playing over static on the loudspeakers... it's like they've come so far, and they're going in circles on the one-way train again... they never really got anywhere in the end...

and there are cats as well... in the town...

i'll sleep early tonight...

Bonam noctem...
Defessus sum, esurioque